my first drops of tears in U.P...

February 5,2007...

The most stupid moment in my entire U.P. life ever.It really sucks!I was really terrified.It was because of Gener Neil Aviso's foolishness.I hate him with all my heart!I felt my life turned into a black abyss,you know,it's so dark and it is suffocating me,grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip..I don't want to mention what the hell Gener did to me because remembering it will just make my blood boil and heat up.I hate it!

I don't know..I felt there was something that stings right through my heart.Because of my fear,I shouted to the top of my lungs.It was just a very common trick that he did to me but it really made my tears flow out of my eyes.I cried but only for half a minute(thank God!)..I felt I bled black and my face turned red.But I assure you,those tears were just tears of laughter because I really looked funny and stupid that I keep on laughing to myself.Of course,almost every one of my classmates who saw the crime laughed at me.Who wouldn't?Imagine?Just that piece of a joke made me cry?Even our teacher saw that incident and thank God,she did not really mind.It was not a big deal to them anyway.

Aah!I really want to whine at Gener and curse him.He is such a jerk.Imagine?He has been doing that not just to me but to all of my classmates as well.That son of a bitch(oopsie!) always insults us and even hurts us.How we wish he would always be absent so we can enjoy the peacefulness of the world even for a few moments but instead,everytime he is present in the classroom,the days are always awful enough and every minute is a hell of teasing,shouting and laughing..And when it comes to talking,oh boy!You could ask yourself,"Is it raining?Or just Gener talking?".You should bring along an umbrella with you when you want to talk or go near him.And when he starts talking,you could never stop him just like the butt of a chicken,as what we commonly say.Even sometimes I treat him as a bad influence because I would always hear bad words(really bad words)coming out of his stinky mouth.



You know,I just understand(looks like that's what I am always doing) Gener's situation because I believe that he is a disturbed child and just need special attention like any of those special children you see..There is just one thing that i really like about him though,he is so funny!And I just keep on taking advantage of that because I believe that he can cure any diseases by just using "Laughter as the best medicine".How I wish he would change and be a new and gentle(but still funny)Gener.Ohh!Me and my big mouth!